One year later, MacAlpin Castle
Craig paced back and forth in the corridor outside of the bedchamber that he shared with his wife. Her brothers, James and Edward, paced with him. His sisters in law, Freya and Evelyn, were inside with Morgana as scream after scream reverberated through the wooden portal that separated them. Morgana had gone into labor just as her family had arrived for a visit in expectation of the bairn’s arrival. His sisters in law had ushered Craig out of the room and closed the door behind him. It was taking all his effort not to break the door down.
Craig’s maternal great grandfather, Alasdair, was sitting on a bench that had been brought up for the purpose. Every man present was worried, their faces lined with the fear and concern that they all felt. Craig’s own mother had died in childbirth making the fear increase tenfold, threatening to consume him. Another scream tore through the door and Craig leapt for it, grabbing ahold of the latch. His grandfather reached out a hand and laid it on top of Craig’s.
“Are ye certain, lad?”
Craig met his great grandfather’s eyes. “If this is the end, then I should be with her. I have tae be with her.”
Alasdair nodded, understanding in his eyes. In that moment, Craig was reminded that if anyone understood his pain that moment, it was his great grandfather. Alasdair had lost his only granddaughter, Craig’s mother, to just such a fate. “If ye need me, I am here.” He released Craig’s hand, then nodded again in encouragement. “Ye have yer maither’s strength. Nae matter what happens, ye will get through it.”
Craig straightened his shoulders, nodded, then stepped through the door. Morgana was seated upon a wooden birthing chair, her shift rucked up around her waist, soaked in sweat. Freya knelt between her knees, a wooden bowl with water and clean clothes beside her. Evelyn wiped Morgana’s brow with a damp cloth. “Morgana,” Craig called out to her, moving to kneel beside her.
“Craig,” Morgana panted his name, grabbing his offered hand.
“Me love,” Craig breathed, kissing her forehead.
“Me laird, this is nae done,” an older maidservant hustled forward. “We can see tae her lady’s needs. The birthing is nae place fer a man.”
“I am nae going anywhere,” Craig shook his head in refusal. “Come what may, I will nae leave me wife’s side.”
Morgana looked up into his eyes, agony and appreciation warring with each other.
“Whither thou goest I will go,” he promised with all of his heart. “Neither life nor death shall separate us.”
Tears filled Morgana’s eyes. “I love ye,” she breathed as another contraction tore through her body, and she clenched his hand so hard the bones ground together. A strangled sound erupted from her throat.
Craig positioned himself nearer to her, his legs surrounding her and the birthing chair as he began to rub her back. She leaned her head against his shoulder, moaning as he kneaded the taught muscles in her lower back. “Daes this help?” he asked her softly. He received another moan in answer. Craig took it as the closest thing to an affirmative that he was going to get and continued to massage the tension out of her muscles until another contraction hit.
He felt Morgana bear down again, groaning with pain that turned into another scream. Morgana sobbed as something inside of her shifted and a splash of liquid hit the floor. “The bairn has shifted,” Freya cried out in joyous relief. “Bear down again, Morgana,” she instructed, hope in her eyes where concern had been before.
Morgana obeyed, bearing down again with a loud cry. A bruised and slightly conical head emerged from between her legs. “I see the head,” Freya announced. “Now, Morgana, just one more time, bear down.”
Morgana panted for breath, clung to Craig’s hand as if it were the only thing holding her to the earth, then bore down with such ferocity that she roared like a feral beast. The bairn slid out into Freya’s waiting arms. Freya quickly cleaned the baby’s mouth and nose. The bairn gave out a little squawk, then a loud wail. Morgana laughed in relieved delight at the sound.
Craig let out the breath that he had been holding in a rush of joyous relief. He kissed Morgana’s forehead, tears flowing from both of their eyes as Freya placed their newborn baby onto Morgana’s stomach. “Ye have a braw wee laddie.”
“A son,” Craig breathed. “Ye gave me a son.” He would have been happy no matter what, but a son guaranteed the line of succession would remain in the family. It gave the clan stability.
Morgana stared down into the face of their son with love and awe in her eyes. She caressed the downy tuft of hair at his temple. “Me bonnie wee bairn,” she cooed softly. She offered the infant up her breast and smiled as he latched on, suckling with enthusiasm.
“That is a good lad,” Craig praised, holding his wife in his arms.
Freya continued her work, helping her to deliver the afterbirth, and cleaning the blood from Morgana’s thighs. Once her midwifery duties were done, she removed the afterbirth and bloody rags, handing them to the maidservant. She laid a cloth over the bowl to cover the bloody contents for the sake of discretion. “Let us get the new maither and bairn intae the bed.”
Craig nodded, lifting his wife and child together into his arms, then placed them safely into bed. He tucked them in, pulling the covers up to Morgana’s waist as she held their son, leaning up against the pillows. Once they were settled and decent, Craig gave Freya a nod and she opened the door to let the maidservant out. With the door opening, Morgana’s brothers burst through, unable to contain themselves further.
“Are ye well, lass?” James demanded to know, coming to stand at the foot of the bed.
Morgana smiled at him fondly and nodded. “Aye.”
“There is something that Morgana and I would like tae ask all o’ ye,” Craig announced moving to hold his wife’s hand.
James, Edward, Freya, and Evelyn moved closer to the bed. “What is it?” James asked as he wrapped his arm around his wife’s waist.
“We would like fer ye, all o’ ye, tae be our son’s godparents. Should anything happen tae us, we want the four o’ ye tae watch over him and teach him the ways o’ our people, prepare him tae be the laird that he should be.”
“We agree tae be the wee lad’s godparents,” James answered, smiling proudly down at his little nephew.
“As do we,” Edward also agreed.
“Good,” Morgana replied, smiling at her brothers. “I ken that ye will be as good tae our son as ye are tae me.”
“Always,” James and Edward replied in unison.
“Morgana needs her rest,” Freya informed everyone as she ushered them out of the room. “Ye will have a lifetime tae enjoy yer wee nephew.” James and Edward left the room, followed by Evelyn. Freya turned back at the door. “I will come back and look in on ye soon. Rest. Ye have earned it.” She smiled fondly at the three of them, then closed the door behind herself.
Craig and Morgana turned their gazes back to the tiny bundle in Morgana’s arms, who was now sleeping soundly with a full tummy. “Ye did good, lass,” Craig murmured, as he kissed the top of his wife’s head
“I am glad that ye were here,” Morgana admitted. “
Craig kissed the top of her head once more. He reached out a finger and gently caressed his son’s soft cheek. “What a braw wee laddie ye are,” he murmured. “I will love and protect ye all the days o’ me life. Ye will never doubt that ye are loved, wanted, and cherished. Yer maither and I will see tae it that ye never suffer the same pain that we suffered by the actions o’ our own parents. Fer whither we goest, ye will go. Wither we lodgest, ye will lodge. Our people shall be yer people. Upon this ye may depend, me son, always and ferever.”
“Always and ferever,” Morgana echoed, turning her face up to Craig, she kissed him softly.
They lay there together until Morgana fell asleep. Craig continued to hold the two most precious souls in his life. He could not believe how much had changed in the last two years of his life. He had gone from a man in exile without a family, to being laird of his own clan, discovering the truth about his parents, marrying the woman of his dreams, and becoming a father. He reached out a hand and cupped his son’s tiny head with his palm. “May God and all the saints bless ye and keep ye all the days o’ yer life, blood of me blood, and bone of me bone.” His words echoed back to him from the cold stone of the room, as if it was his father’s voice instead of his own, and in that moment he knew without a doubt that his father had said those same words over him upon his birth.
I was loved, and am loved, it is enough.
He smiled down at his little family with tears in his eyes.
Forever and always, his heart swore as he drifted off to sleep.
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